I am so grateful that it’s raining out because that means spring is on its way. I am so grateful for my hardy hefty leather boots. I am so grateful to have learned little tricks for Canadian winters, like keeping heat bottled in with a knit hat. I am so grateful that my closest Starbucks is just far enough away that it feels like an adventure to go there. I am so grateful for my intuition & my ability to listen to it. I am so grateful for cute baristas & espresso foam & vanilla syrup & the aroma of freshly brewed coffee.
I love Doc Martens. I love the feeling of accomplishment. I love knowing what I know. I love British & Australian actors who can do convincing American accents. I love living in Canada. I love being able to focus. I love being in high demand. I love learning new things. I love how easy it is to throw on a dress & leave the house. I love crazy dreams. I love romantic movies. I love new goals.
Wouldn’t it be nice to read some fairy tales today? Wouldn’t it be nice to have butterflies in my stomach? Wouldn’t it be nice to make myself a great, healthy meal? Wouldn’t it be nice to be led to another intuitive gem discovery like Adam? Wouldn’t it be nice to chat with someone cute? Wouldn’t it be nice to have an earthshattering epiphany? Wouldn’t it be nice to feel inspired & propelled? Wouldn’t it be nice to laugh really really hard? Wouldn’t it be nice if the universe winked at me today?
Today I intend to feel good. Today I intend to chill out. Today I intend to make the world better in some way.
Today I am excited about… recording at Luke’s house. Ryerson. Learning more about Asperger’s syndrome. Submitting my play to festivals. Planning & practicing my Paprika set. Listening to Sondheim music really loud. Deciding what I’ll do over my March break. Wearing springy clothes for springy weather. Maybe buying a new lipstick in a fluorescent pink shade. Checking out Value Village for cute summery dresses & skirts. Planning my birthday party!!!
Today I appreciate about myself… my rabid drive to learn about the things which interest me. My willingness to buy myself treats, like used books & giant lattes. The way I don’t give a fuck what anyone thinks of me. My dedication to feeling good. I’m communicative & emotionally available. I learn about myself from past manifestations & make changes accordingly. I am easily infatuated & have really good taste in people. My music is beautiful. I enjoy the process of practicing & don’t expect perfection right away, in any arena. I am very very eager to see what comes next.