it’s getting hard to walk out my front door
enormous parties just don’t tempt me anymore
have to be so sure before i go
that i can sit with somebody i know
i don’t know how to be free
i don’t know how to be me
i don’t know what to do with my body
is this anxiety
or just uncertainty?
won’t someone nice help me?
i’ve had a few drinks, i must admit
the booze, it helps me loosen up a bit
don’t mean to turn into some kind of lush
but how else am i s’posed to charm my crush?
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shut up, shut up, i tell my brain to shut up
get up, get up, come on, you have to get up
people will notice if you don’t show
you don’t have to stay but you do have to go
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